Living. Learning. Being.

Lost...

2011-10-29T23:51:00.000-07:00

I'm not really sure what is going on. I'm dazed and confused... I'm lost. I feel like I'm playing a game of Marco & Polo, but Polo isn't responding.

Looking back to 2008 in my posts I was sure ministry was right for me... Now I can't even make it to a church service. Where is the vision??? Where is the passion???

I'm sitting in the dark... Literally and figuratively. It's not that I've lost my faith. It's not that I don't believe that God has a plan... I just can't figure this funk I'm in out.

Maybe God is taking a break.... Nope that's not it. Maybe I'm just a selfish idiot that is only thinking of himself. << that's much more likely.

I used to think I had it all figured out. Now I can't seem to see a single foot step in front of me. I kinda feel like I'm looking for something, I just can't seem to figure out what "it" is that I am looking for.

I would like to think that I am waiting on God but truth is, He's waiting on me. Like a game of chess, it's my move.

Shekinah

2011-04-14T00:00:00.000-07:00

Shekinah: The dwelling or settling place of God's presence. Awesome term.

it seems like forever ago.

2011-04-12T22:40:00.000-07:00

Hello friends and fellow bloggers. It seems as though it has been nearly a year since my last post.... that's too long so let me share with you a piece of what i have gone through in just the last few months. If you follow me on twitter ( Tim_Reed ) or on facebook you probably know that I have made it pretty clear that i am interested in getting healthy and losing weight. This past January i weighed in at a whopping 304lbs. That is twice the size as a "normal" person my height should be. So in efforts to not only lose weight and eat right just so i can take my shirt off comfortably at a swimming pool i have made it a point to have people support me. I feel it will be easier to lose weight that way. Just yesterday i did another "weigh in" and i am down to 290lbs. Pretty soon i will frolicking around without my shirt on and feeling sexier with my rock hard abs and solid core. My goal is to lose another 30 lbs before summer. solid. I have been taking "before and after" shots of myself and already i can see a difference. I am 4 weeks in right now. Wish me luck. and as for my short story/book.... still working on it.

2010-06-11T21:10:00.000-07:00

considering writing a book... or at least a short story... i have experienced much, but haven't lived much. i think i could write a book about life... about things.

hmmm.

Awesome Video... makes me laugh so hard!!!

2010-06-06T22:42:00.000-07:00

yup!!! Its true

2010-05-28T00:47:00.000-07:00

6 years of a wonderful marraige in 6 days! I am excited to celebrate this epic day with my wife at Ocean Shores, WA. it will be a blast!

WEATHER

2010-05-24T12:35:00.000-07:00

For the Sake of Adventure and Excitement, I would like to try Storm Chasing. I find weather very interesting and I have ever since flying airplanes as a kid with my mom. Aaron, my older brother and I have this same curiosity for the weather realm. We both have no professional experience, just our gut instinct, drive and our iPhones.

Here's how it is going to work...

Aaron will be our navigator with Doppler Radar on his iPhone and with my innate ability to drive in various kinds of conditions we should be able to have fun while staying safe all in the sake of our childish need for thrill.

^^^^^^^ Doppler on iPhone^^^^^^^

We hope to caputure some really neat pictures like the ones below.

Yes I know this is childish but hey "you only live once" right?

Lightning!!!

2010-05-24T12:34:00.000-07:00

Conviction

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1 : the act of convincing a person of error or of compelling the admission of a truth b : the state of being convinced of error or compelled to admit the truth
2: a strong persuasion or belief and/or the state of being convinced

A leader has the vision and conviction that a dream can be achieved. He inspires the power and energy to get it done.

A Word of Encouragement

2010-05-01T11:05:00.000-07:00

Love yourself and God.

MAKE PEACE with who you are
and where you are
at this moment in time.

Listen to your heart.
If you can't hear what it's saying
in this noisy world,
MAKE TIME for yourself.
Enjoy your own company.
Let your mind wander among the stars.

Try.
Take chances.
MAKE MISTAKES.
Life can be messy and confusing at times,
but it's also full of surprises.
The next rock in your path
might be a stepping-stone.

Be happy.
When you don't have what you want,
want what you have.
MAKE DO.
That's a well-kept secret of contentment.
There aren't any shortcuts to tomorrow.
You have to MAKE YOUR OWN WAY.
To know where you're going
is only part of it.
You need to know where you've been, too.
And if you ever get lost, don't worry.
The people who love you will find you.
Count on it.

Life isn't days and years.
It's what you do with time
and with all the goodness and grace
that's inside you.
MAKE A BEAUTIFUL LIFE...
The kind of life you deserve.

am i the only one??

2010-04-20T22:31:00.000-07:00

So am i the only one out there that has dreams that reoccur in the same place... its like earth but never a place that i have ever been. I don't normally have exact reoccurring dreams but often they occur in the same places that i dream about. It's like my own version of a place i live now.... similar attributes and characteristics.

It's very strange in the head of Timothy Jared Reed. Just sayin...

Easter

2010-04-05T00:20:00.000-07:00

Another Easter has come and gone. I thought going into this Easter that it wasn't going to mean as much to me as it used but totally not the case. Jesus has shown me a new fire and desire to learn more about Him and His church.

I have recently tried to over analyze the church, and in a way my view of it has been jaded. Well in the last few days that has all changed. I think something just clicked that said "if I try to understand God then the mystery of Him fades away."

God wants to remain mysterious... if all the answers were right in front of me then there would be no reason for faith. And truly faith is all of we have now. Science is starting to share the same story just from a slower more obscure view. Its important that we don't get blinded by all that the world is telling us.... friends included.

Romans is a great book of the bible for anyone who just wants to "get it"

Paul (the author) makes some really great points that some how just managed to escape me the first attempt at trying to read it. I got it now.

Peace be with you... prayers are always welcome.

my new favorite Owl City song

2010-03-30T23:28:00.000-07:00

Aww Inspiring History

2010-03-26T22:49:00.000-07:00

It is refreshing

2010-03-25T00:38:00.000-07:00

Spring time is so refreshing to me....

Everything from the flowers and trees to the wild weather patterns. Spring is truly one of my favorite times of the year. There is just something very special about the renewing of things and the freshness of new life.

Sometimes in our lives it is important to not get stagnate. We are designed to keep moving... forward in particular. I recently have felt stagnate in my life. Now I just need to get myself out of this rut. The rut of work, eat, sleep, repeat. There is so much more to be a part of and to experience so my recent goal has been to try something new everyday. Should be interesting. New food, new experiences, new trips, new LIFE.

Where have I been????????

2010-03-21T11:52:00.000-07:00

Here's the deal.... I originally started a blog at wordpress.com but no one ever really read it so I am coming back to Blogger. If you didn't ever go to my other blog then here is what you missed since about November of last year!

it’s my birthday February 15th, 2010

so today when i got home crystal had cleaned the house in its entirety. she is an amazing wife. i also came to find a magnificent Starbucks mug for my birthday gift… it is awesome. it will go to great use.

tomorrow i turn 25… i will be a quarter of a century old. i have accomplished much in the first 25 years… lets see how much more we can do in the second 25 years.
thank you to my entire family and friends for your love and support. you all make me the man i am today.

blessings to you all,
from a friend, a brother, a husband, a son and prayerfully a father some day. – Tim

The Oregon Coast February 8th, 2010

It’s a bone chilling 35 degrees at the coast this morning… We’re not there yet. We just saw the temps via the web.. All I’ve got to say is you have to be a true Oregonian to want to go to the Oregon Coast when it’s bloomin cold out. But hey it’s gunna be awesome!

Today… February 2nd, 2010

So things are better, I guess I just needed a day off. I enjoyed a lovely salmon dinner with my family today and I got my taxes done which is a huge sigh of relief… All in all things are good. Thank you for your prayers.

Alright I Get It! January 31st, 2010

Today has sucked so bad… Today has got bad from worse. One dumb customer after another. When will the tides change. Is God trying to teach me something???? If so then I Get It!

Winnie the Pooh January 5th, 2010

Last night I had this epiphany of Winnie the Pooh and you, if you’ve been tagged in this note.
Let me just share with you my conversation that I had last night with Travis Fink. For most of you that know me rather well know that in my bathroom above my toilet lies a picture of Winnie the Pooh and Tigger and a sign that says “poohs thotful spot”… i am an avid fan of the old winnie the pooh. My brothers and I used to watch it many times growing up.

So my thought was “which character are you in my winnie the pooh world?”
Lets start with who I am. I am Winnie the Pooh. I don’t think an explanation is required…
Sam, you are Tigger. Always bouncy and really hardcore. He is always in an electrifying & exuberant mood and loves to bounce, bounce and bounce.

Aaron, you are Piglet. Sensible, calm and always there for Pooh when he needs you. Piglet is a very brave animal as supposed to his diminutive size and frame of a timid pink pig.

Levi “Travis” Fink, you are Eeyore. This explains you from our conversation last night. ‘I would have initially made you Owl.’ He is an intelligent animal but tends to keep to himself. Eeyore is a extremely gloomy donkey and has a very bad habit of losing his tail! Mostly, he tends to depend on his friends to find his lost tail for him and thereafter Christopher Robin fixes his tail using a drawing pin. What he simply adores is that his friends remember him on his birthday Jewish Holidays and celebrates it with him. He often says “Thanks for noticin’ me” and “Oh, well”.

Crystal, you are Rabbit… which almost doesn’t make sense b/c Rabbit is a dude in the cartoon but here is my explanation… Since Rabbit is a real animal it is considered that he has brains and the same goes for Owl. He actually makes this clear in a conversation with Owl where he says “You and I have brains. The others have fluff”. He is pushy and takes his own decisions… most important his Garden is sacred to him. This is why I chose you for Rabbit.

Heather, you are Kanga… though you and Aaron don’t have a little “roo” yet you are still the mother in the group. Kanga & Roo are 2 fictional characters that belong to Winnie the Pooh. Kanga is the sole female character in Winnie-the-Pooh and she is 30 inches tall. She is the mother of a young joey (baby kangaroo) named Roo, who is nearly 10 inches tall. Kanga carries her family in her pocket and is the fastest amongst all animals in the forest. She takes utmost care of Roo and shall often warn Roo of possible dangers involved in the activities that Roo undertakes.

Chauncey, you are Owl! He is the wisest amongst all the animals living in the 100 Acre Wood. Along with Rabbit he is considered to be an animal with brains. His intelligence is often called upon to aid a certain bear of very little brain.

Desiree, you are Gopher… always building and seeing things change… you are subtle character in the story of Winnie the Pooh but one that I will always remember for his Voice.

Dad, ‘curtis’, you are Christopher Robin. Everyones best friend and there for everyone who is in need. You are the glue to this story and without you it just wouldn’t be the same. Love you!

This is my winnie the pooh world. I hope this has made you smile

It’s time.. December 7th, 2009

I think it is time to prepare for the Christmas time. When I was a kid Christmas time was my favorite time of the year. I remember my mom and dad making the house so festive. They always made Christmas time so magical.

They taught us about the birth of Christ, and of course the play of Santa and his elves. It was all just so much fun. Now it is magical in a different way. Now I spend the holidays as a grown up with my most amazing wife Crystal. We try to focus the holiday on times spent with family and friends.

Someday I am confident that we will have children of our own to share this time with. Til then we spend it together enjoying just presence of each other and now my dear friend Trav… He is our new roomate from Israel. I have known home for about 6 years but for the last 4 of them he has spent over there. Now he is part of our family and he is going to share Hanukkah with us, and we will share Christmas with him.

So back to my opening line… Tuesday we will be setting up our tree and other types of decorations for both holidays. I look forward to good food, good times, and new traditions.
Peace and happy holidays!

Vision… December 2nd, 2009

So yesterday I read the book of Colossians. There is a lot in this book but one verse really stood out… see recently my struggle has been for “vision.” I have not lost hope for the Calling that is on my life but I have slipped into that “waiting for God’s 5 year plan for my life” rut.

The problem with that is that God doesn’t work like that normally. He has a tendency to work “step-by-step.” We see this threaded throughout all of the bible starting from the book of Genesis all through til Revelation. My favorite story of this is the conversion of Saul… who had his name changed to Paul later in the story but this story is in the book of Acts in chapter 9, if you want to read it… You see this step by step layout for Paul/Saul who later becomes one of the greatest authors of the new testament of all time and one of the most well-known followers of Christ!

Paul writes this verse in Colossians 2.. it reads “ 2 My goal is that they(the church) may be encouraged in heart and united in love, so that they may have the full riches of complete understanding, in order that they may know the mystery of God, namely, Christ, 3 in whom are hidden all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge.”

This verse has so much to it, but it hit home for me because I share this same vision… I am not sure yet how God will use this vision for me for His Kingdom but now that I have this piece of the puzzle I will meditate on it and see how the next piece comes into play.

My new career! November 19th 2009

So last month I decided to search for a job. I was getting tired of selling cars, the dealership seemed to be going in the different direction than what I wanted to go.. Time for change, which I had complete support from my amazing wife … and truth be known it was actually mostly her idea.

So now I am part of the extremely large AT&T family. I work for there “mobility” division which in our area is mostly wireless. Pretty cool stuff I am learning and my store that I am working at is really great. I am still training for the rest of this week than starting Monday I will be at my store. I truly am excited for this next chapter of our life. I am so blessed to have a new job and most importantly I have the love and support of my wife in it!

new blog

2009-07-26T23:58:00.000-07:00

Hello World!

I have news!!!!

I have a new blog website that I wish you will please follow. I hope the future blogs on this new website will bless you all and I pray will give you insight to the crazy and fun world of Timothy Reed... enjoy!

timothyreed.wordpress.com

life

2009-07-11T21:27:00.000-07:00

Isn't it strange how sometimes in life you just STOP and realize, or notice things in your life that you have never noticed before. They have always been there and we just don't ever really appreciate it until we have one of these moments.

Or maybe we stop and realize just how fragile life is?! All it takes is one moment to change a life... your's or somebody else. Recently on facebook my grandma reminded me of a saying that I haven't heard in a while that really makes you stop and think about things.

She said "remember, 'today is the first day of the rest of this life'."

No matter how screwed up things are, or how perfect life is.... just remember that it could change at any moment and we should learn to appreciate and cherish every aspect of our life.

I find comfort in knowing that at the end of this life something is greater and better lying there for us for eternity!

-Tim

Tribute to all in my life!

2009-06-10T21:35:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone!

It has been a long time since I've blogged.. let me share with you my readers some of my thoughts that have been strolling through my mind in the last few weeks.

First off let me just thank you Aaron and Heather for being the most wonderful neighbors and family one could ever ask for. You watched our house for us while we were gone, and you always let our dogs out when we ask, you are awesome, Thank You!

We went on vacation to the coast end of may, beginning of june for Crys' and mines 5 year anniversary!!! It is almost surreal how fast time has just flown by. It has been the best 5 years of my life. Today I sit after a long day at work just thinking about life, about what has been, what is, and what exciting things are about to come.

Crystal if you read this, I just want to say how much I am still so in love with you. You truly are my best friend for now and always. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you. We have so much yet to see and do and I am so blessed to have you as my wife. May I always be a blessing to you too.

5 years has come and gone, we have done many things that we said we wanted to do when we got married. We bought a house and have a couple of beautiful dogs. We have really the best family, crazy at times, but honestly the best family a person could ask for. Ones that will always be there for us in the good times and the bad.

Thank you to all of our friends who have blessed and supported us through the years! It has been awesome to know so many cool people. You are all truly part of the family.

I have a feeling that as we all continue in life things will get much better and fulfilling. Life is such a gift and it should not be measured by the number of breaths that we take, but rather what we do with the ones that we are given that take our breath away.

Thank you all for your love, support and comfort.

a fantastic video... you need to watch this!

2009-05-17T19:02:00.001-07:00

Mark 10 46-52

2009-05-12T22:17:00.000-07:00

Read Mark 10: 46-52 it's the story of blind Bartimaeus and how all he wanted was for Jesus to hear his cry for mercy and heal his blindness. A great story that really speaks clearly about how to get through tough times.

The end result of my bible study led me to these two questions.

#1 What is it that you need to cast aside (i.e. the cloak) that is between you and Jesus?

#2 What if Jesus asked you right now "What do you need me to do for you?" , how would you respond to that?

Just so cool!!! Melo-M

2009-05-04T12:20:00.001-07:00

Virtual Tour of "the upper room"

2009-04-29T22:29:00.000-07:00

Virtual Tour of "the upper room" from gresham campus on Vimeo.

We went on a hike!

2009-04-21T21:02:00.001-07:00

So any of you who know me know that I am trying to lose a few pounds... ok maybe more than a few, but in anycase I have decided that every weekend that it is nice out that we are going to go on a hike! This last weekend we went to Horsetail falls. Here is a few pics and a video blog of my time!

Oh and by the way I am sooooo sore! I should have totally stretched. oops.

Horestail Falls Blog from gresham campus on Vimeo.

Big BBQ!

2009-04-19T22:54:00.000-07:00

big BBQ at our house tomorrow!!! Call me if you want to come, should be a heck of a good time! starts at 7:30pm.

Above All

2009-04-15T21:25:00.000-07:00

Isn't amazing how quickly things can change, at home, at work, or school? Forest Gump's mom said "life is a box of chocolates you ain't ever gunna know what you get." It's kinda cheesy but life can truly be that way right? Sometimes for the good, and sometimes for the bad.

So what do you do when life gets really good? You celebrate right?!

What about when life gets a little sketchy? most of us go into a slum and get down...

Tonight I talked with one of my friends who didn't have time to go into what is going on in her life, but from what she said I knew that for her she is going through the "life is getting a little sketchy" time.

but you know what, there is Hope, for her, for me, for everyone! There is a realization that I had a few months ago and that I'd like to share just briefly with you.

Read Matthew 19:26 - It reads; "Jesus looked at them and said, With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible." (NIV)

If we try to make it all better on our own we WILL fail. But if we ask for help from the Creator He will help as He sees best fit. I know it can be hard when we don't know what God's 5 yr plan is for our life, but in a sense it is kind of a cool thing. It seems like every week I tell some that "life is all about perspective!" If we can pause and look at our lives with God's eyes then maybe things aren't so bad.

I can plainly look back at my life and see times in this roller coaster life and see where I was an inch tall and times where I felt on top of the World. Life is just that, a roller coaster. There will be ups and downs, but one thing is consistent and that is Jesus. (Hebrews 13:8) He is all powerful and more importantly He is above all! He has the power to change our lives if we just allow HIM in!

Jesus tells us in Matthew 6:25-34 exactly what we need to hear. He is the best psychiatrist I know and the best part is He doesn't charge a thing! Read Matthew 6:24-34 and take it to heart, it is instruction, not a suggestion.

My Easter Weekend!

2009-04-14T10:46:00.000-07:00

So much has happend over the course of this weekend. I would like to share everything but that would make for a boring and long blog. Instead, let me share with you the Highlights!

>Side note, how many of you read "highlights" the kid magazine when you were younger? I did and I loved it.

So this weekend was Easter, I hope everyone had a really good one! My Easter weekend started with an amazing service and Living Hope Church in the morning at the new Fishers Landing Campus. What amazing renovation job that they have done! I was really impressed with the layout and the location. AWESOME! I got a chance to help with the baptisms this year which was awesome. FL campus at the 9am campus had I think a dozen or so spontaneously baptized. It was so cool! ONLY GOD. At all of the campus' the last # I heard was that 10,000 in total attendance at all campus' and services and over 400 were baptized! Only God could have made that happen.

After the morning Easter service, Crys and I went up to her Grandma's house in Stevenson and hung out with the family and ate good food and played a good game of cards, which BTW I normally win, and I tied! With Bree; my br0-in-law's fiance' . Good grief I couldn't believe it, TIED. After our night of crazy's we made our trip back to Gresham, which in itself was an adventure b/c of the storm passing through. hail, lots of rain, and the worst of these was 'standing water'.

Got home safe and went to bed... Monday was just relaxing aside from me doing the dishes, which were kinda gross. but all in all what an amazing weekend!

A taste of our bible study on monday!

2009-04-05T09:58:00.000-07:00

i am second

2009-03-29T18:40:00.000-07:00

It is sometimes to easy to feel alone when you are going through the tough crap that this world put in our lives but I have a website that my friend Seth put on his blog some time ago and to this day it still blesses me to watch the videos of these people that go through similar stuff and knowing that you are not the only one... check it out at http://iamsecond.com

New Video... "forgive me" check it out!

2009-03-27T08:39:00.000-07:00

my first impressions were to laugh hysterically

2009-03-25T22:57:00.001-07:00

do you want a good laugh? Here ya go... sings "fat guy in a little car, fat guy in a little car"

I will be honest... I really was not impressed at all with the SmartforTwo by Smart Car, but after driving it I couldn't help but laugh hysterically!

the prayer wall

2009-03-24T21:26:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone...

Here is a link to our prayer wall.

The idea is that this will be a place where we as believers in Christ bring our prayer requests so that we might be able to pray for one another as instructed in numerous places throughout the bible.

My name is Tim Reed, I help lead and pastor a group in Gresham, Oregon. Every week, a team and myself will add to this list of prayer requests that I receive in person or emailed to me at greshamcampuslhc@gmail.com .

If you would like prayer, send us an email right now and we will get it up within 24hrs. You may put a name on it if you'd like or we can keep it anonymous.We pray that this will bless and minister to all who read it and pray. I will also post praises and answered prayer requests as well. I can't wait to see what God will do with this part of our ministry

http://theprayerwallgresham.blogspot.com/

Gravity

2009-03-21T23:24:00.000-07:00

Why is it that whenever things get tough in life we turn around ask ourselves "where is God when I need him???" Have you ever asked this question?

It seems like every time we take 3 steps forward we can tend to take 2 steps back. It is so easy to get discouraged and be pulled down like 'Gravity' .

I know that I don't want to fall away from God but some times that gravity just feels so strong. This is why we need our brothers and sisters to help to encourage us. So many people have the misconception that the church is a country club when in fact it is more like a hospital. To me there is nothing worse then taking life's challenges alone. Jesus put the church in place so that we might have each other, broken and humbled... so that we would can grow and do life together.

Just recently we had one of our managers let go at work and I the way I see it is that he is a friend to me not just my manager. With one being let go, one comes in to replace. In my case I feel that this new manager and I don't really see things the same and in turn it makes for a really stressful environment at work.

Maybe you have had a similar type of situation happen at your work, or maybe something at school?? This situation is trying me hard. I am having a hard time with it all, just being honest here... I am writing this blog that you might pray for me, but also that you might feel encouraged to tell someone your stuff that's going on so you can get some prayer and encouragement...

God does not make it easy, but what He does do is make a person stronger in his/her faith. Trial and tribulations shouldn't make us depressed or stressed but rather we should consider it pure Joy as James says in 'James chapter 1:2'... it is a time to grow and a time to spiritually mature. So take Joy in times of crap, it just means we are closer to glorification. And remember the story of the footprints in the sand...

Beloved

2009-03-16T22:18:00.000-07:00

I got to tell ya, recently our new bible studies have just been awesome. We have been talking about different types of prayers that have traditional Christian history behind them, but what we are doing is taking them a step further. Going from boring tradition/religion and taking them to a relationship. To not just expressing how we feel and how we are doing but also communing with Jesus. Learning to hear His voice even with all the noise of the world around us. We talked about the prayer of Examin last week which looks like this;

Taking a look at the last 24-hrs of your life and #1 expressing gratitude for everything and everybody in your life. Then you reflect on how God's presence has been or might have been made tangible in that time (24-hr). Then finally #3 confessing failure; this is the time to grow and to realize that we are human and we make mistakes but it is also a time to allow Jesus in and allow Him to shape and mold our lives so that we can be who He wants us to be.

This week we talked about the prayer "Lectio Divina" which is Latin for "Devine Reading." I know this sounds like a typical bible study versus a prayer but it isn't... it is a time where you sit by yourself with God and read a scripture that pertains to a life instance, and what it is designed by God to do (Isaiah 55: 10-11) is to take Gods Word and make it REAL in your life by listening to the quiet Voice of God. Then after reading and reflecting then it is time to RESPOND to what God is telling you, or showing you. Rest in it, or as I told my friends- "marinate" in it (God's Presence)... the idea is that you take the time to listen, which takes patience and willingness to let go of our own agendas and open ourselves to God's shaping. Once we have heard from God we are naturally drawn to prayer and that brings us closer to Him, and His will for our lives.

I know that this is a lot to take in but try it and see if it doesn't make Jesus Christ way more evident in your life.

Oh and one more thing, I have been listening to this song called "Beloved" a song written and performed by Tenth Avenue North... I love, love, love this song. I have the lyrics below. Go download it on your itunes or something, it is well worth it and it will minister to your life.

Love of my life
Look deep in my eyes
There you will find what you need
Give me your life
The Lust and the lies
The past you're afraid I might see
You've been running away from me

You're my beloved
Lover I'm yours
Death shall not part us
It's you I died for

For better or worse
Forever we'll be
Our Love it unites us
and It binds you to me
It's a mystery

Love of my life
Look deep in my eyes
There you will find what you need
I am the giver of life
I'll clothe you in white
My immaculate bride you will be
Oh come running home to me

You're my beloved
Lover I'm yours
Death shall not part us
It's you I died for
For better or worse
Forever we'll be
Our Love it unites us
and It binds you to me

Well you've been a mistress, my wife
You Chasing lovers it won't satisfy
Won't you let me make you my bride
You will drink of my lips
And you'll taste new life

Cause you're my beloved
Lover I'm yours
Death shall not part us
It's you I died for
For better or worse
Forever we'll be
Our Love it unites us
and it binds you to me

You're my beloved
Forever we'll be
Our love it unites us
And it binds you to me
It's a mystery

a more personal blog...

2009-02-25T21:24:00.000-08:00

I noticed something... I get cranky when hungry and tired. Anyone else notice that about me?

That isn't really what this blog is about, just a side note really. So here is what happened today... this morning I woke up at dark:3o in the morning and got up, took a shower put my clothes on and went to work.

You want to know what else happened??? When I got to work I found that I need to sell more to make more money. But my eyes were opened. We had a "lot attendant" position available at work, which normally brings about 5 applicants or so... You want to guess how many applicants we actually ended up with??? 86 people wanted to be Lithia's Lot Attendant. WOW, that is unheard of. It really shows the sign of the times in this economy. I guess I am just extremely grateful to even have a job.

It really goes to show that more I try to hang on, the less control I really have. That was confirmed when I went to LSM (Living Student Ministries) at church tonight. Chris Potter was speaking about moving on and about the fact that he and Heather were going to resign as the Youth Pastors at the church and move on to help Danny Clinton start a church in NZ... (I hope I have that part of the story right)
Chris used a verse found in Matthew 16 this is how it reads...

Matthew 16:24-26 (New International Version)
Then Jesus said to his disciples, "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will find it. What good will it be for a man if he gains the whole world, yet forfeits his soul? Or what can a man give in exchange for his soul?

Powerful Verse and I believe this is how we are supposed to live life... and so did about 60 youth that accepted God as there Leader and Saviour tonight at LSM. ONLY GOD.

Now Crys and I will be eating dinner tonight and just relaxing, and as for tomorrow, we will see what God will bring then!

New Date and Time!

2009-02-20T22:27:00.000-08:00

Crys says I am "neglecting my blog," for that I apologize. I will also apologize for not informing you quicker of a few new things here at "the upper room."

We have decided to move our gathering time to Monday's at 7:00pm, and are now considered a Life Group. I would highly recommend going to one of the other service times at one of the other campus' just to experience that if you haven't recently. Our church website is http://www.livinghopechurch.com/ . I hope you find a way to get connected if you haven't already.

If your new, this is who we are...

We are a family of college-age people who join together to “Love God with everything we’ve got, to Love People with everything He gives us, and to Reach the World in need.” We meet at "the upper room" at 7:00pm on Monday Nights, to worship and learn from God, and love each other. We hope to see you soon!

P.S.

Don't forget to put my brother's band's show on your calender. It is Friday the 27th of Feb. at River Hills Church. You can get more info at there band website http://myspace.com/dwell22

AND THE BEST PART IS THAT IT IS FREE, BUT BRING MONEY ANYWAY SO YOU CAN BUY MERCH!

my bucket list!!! - a blog inspired by my good friend Seth McRae

2009-02-14T22:46:00.000-08:00

So I have created a short list of the top 10 things that I would like to do before I "Kick the Bucket".

1. Go to Israel with Crys

2. Be a Pastor at a Church, or start a Church

3. Have 2 God Serving Children

4. Baptize my 2 God Serving Children

5. Buy my dream House, and pay it off

6. Travel the rest of the world with Crys

7. Go to Outerspace ( I really think I can in my lifetime)

8. Meet the President of the United States

9. Be Debt Free

10. Die a happy man!

A video blog... about alka-seltzer, my lantern, and the auto show... you won't want to miss this one!

2009-02-06T21:41:00.000-08:00

alka-seltzer rantings from gresham campus on Vimeo.

Coffee with Seth when he was here.

2009-01-28T19:06:00.001-08:00

Mark Driscoll's vid from "nightline"

2009-01-28T18:25:00.001-08:00

Hey all,

If you didn't get a chance to catch Mark Driscoll's interview on Nightline you should check it out. Here is the link to the youtube video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9oyHtsU5z9U

-Me

one decision...

2009-01-21T21:19:00.000-08:00

I wonder how many of my fellow bloggers write in the subject line before writing in the actual blog itself???

For me it can go either way. There are times where I am sitting here listening to music and hear God speak through the music then I just start to write... and what you get as an end result can be bad grammar, spelling and random ramblings kinda like this one. :)

Other times, I know exactly what I am going to say even before I start typing and the subject line then becomes in essence the entire basis for the blog.

Well since this is the "random ramblings" type I am not quite sure where this is all going...

thinking....

Listening...

ok, time to start typing...

Have you ever had a desire for something great???

I think everyone has some desire for something great. Some have more desire than others. I think for me I have a desire to be a great pastor one day but I know that if I don't take Risks than I will never know what I will amount to. It all comes down to one decision really. To risk it all...

Let me tell you a story.

When I was a senior in high school, I went to a school dance with Crystal (who later became my wife)... it was homecoming. At that time we were not dating... but I knew that I loved her from a previous time that we had dated earlier in high school. I dreamed of some day marrying her and settling down with her (I know kinda weird for a senior boy in high school). I knew that if I didn't at some point step up to the plate and tell her how I felt about her, or my case show it, that I could maybe lose her to some other guy. Well something inside gave me enough courage to go for it... and I did! I kissed her, it never felt so good, or so right. From that point forward I think we kinda both knew that we were made for each other. Maybe not, but it was a great start to an amazing relationship that believe me, has had some trying times and trials... but none the less, we have made it through and I don't think anything could come between us now.

But what I am getting at here is that some people have choices in there life both big and small. If I hadn't continued that dream and at some point ended up elsewhere, would I still be sitting in this chair. If I had not kissed Crystal that night at Homecoming senior year, would we have still got married?

One decision could have and probably would have changed many things. I risked and it paid off.... I got the love of my life and now I get to spend my entire life with her.

Think about the daily decisions you make, what will the result be.

I love life and it can be so exciting, yes trying at times but in the end it can be so fulfilling if we just make good decisions. I guess that is the point of this blog- to risk, to think, to make good decisions.

What will your story be?

-Tim

the upper room... a new thing

2009-01-15T22:38:00.000-08:00

recently God has put on my heart a little bit of clarity on something that I am willingly going to share with you.

Since we started the Gresham Campus of Living Hope Church, (which isn't a campus really; it is actually a house church) aka "the upper room" last summer, we have tried to be something that we are not...

What do I mean???

I am talking about an identity crisis. I am saying that when you walk into Living Hope Church Brush Prairie, you feel like you are walking into a church... cuz you are. So what am I getting at here???

If we carry the name "Living Hope Church" then some things are bound to be similar, mostly just the worship and the message, but we went as far as to use the same white chairs that they have at most of the other campus'. I agree with my wife when she said that "the chairs suck."

So in short, this blog is about chairs... you read it right... about chairs.

I think it is time that we get rid of the white and brown chairs and go with the comfy sofa's and bar table and chairs. Agreed???

If you have a brown, tan, beige, taupe or black sofa and would like to donate it to "the upper room." Please contact me at 503.329.5203.

If you would like to donate $ to the cause then please also call.

We are destined to make our House Church, "the upper room", one that you will not only want to come on a sunday and hang out, but that you will want to come over during the week and share a cup o' joe up there too!

If your new, this is who we are...

We are a family of college-age people who join together to “Love God with everything we’ve got, to Love People with everything He gives us, and to Reach the World in need.” We meet at "the upper room" at 7:00pm on Sunday Nights, to worship and learn from God, and love each other. We hope to see you soon!

Please visit Livinghopechurch.com for any questions, to get connected, or if you just want to talk to someone... and visit our page - http://myspace.com/greshamcampuslhc or email us at greshamcampuslhc@gmail.com

your friend and brother,

Tim Reed

It's gunna be fun!

2009-01-14T21:46:00.000-08:00

Thanks to Heather, my sister-in-law, she has (with her blog) inspired my next bible study... which I won't cancel this week... I promise!!! You should make sure and be here if you can. We meet and Aaron and Heather's place on mondays at 7:30pm. It is a way that we can grow closer together, and closer to God...

Come to think of it, that is actually what my next bible study will be all about. It's gunna be fun!

Be there!!! Just do it! (swoosh)

Romans 12:2

2009-01-11T21:11:00.000-08:00

It's kinda funny that sometimes the little things you do to change a room makes it so inviting. Crys and I bought some lamps and created symmetry with these lamps... we also created light. And well with the combination of the two, symmetry and light, it made the room much more inviting. And as Crystal said earlier, it's not just a place where we have to go and sleep, it is now a 'living space' and all because of straighting somethings out and adding light.

I don't know why I just told you all that. I guess it just made for a good start to a blog.

Now to "segway" to something that is really on my heart.

Hum, where to start....

A few months ago pastor John talked about a "spiritual agitation." When you feel in your heart that something is not right, and that "something" needs to change. His words have been resonating in my heart for a long time, and I am just now starting to see what God was trying to show me.

This several month process is kinda like my room... I wasn't happy with it, I was agitated that our room didn't look good. And just like my room I guess I just needed to straighten some things out and I needed to shine a little light on the depths of depravity in my own life.

There would be absolutely no time in this blog to write all this stuff down. But let me share with you just something briefly.

There on many great teachers of our day. Billy Graham, Mark Driscoll, our very own John Bishop, John Mark Comer, Phil Baker and well the list goes on and on...

Ever since I felt a calling on my life to become a pastor my #1 goal was to see lost people come to Christ, to see families healed, to see relationships grow, to see people of all ages and types get "on fire" for God... one problem. Myself.

God has recently shined down on this area of my life called "Selfishness." So while I am studying to be this "great teacher" and pastor, I am noticing this small hint of selfishness... like at some point i would like to see my face on a bill board or a poster or something. The problem is with that is that it is not about me, it is about God and His Glory alone.

I kinda feel that this is the reason that God has not been able to use this ministry that we have here in Gresham to it's fullest capacity. So I have decided to change... to start, I am writing this blog. To share my depravity with others and ask for forgiveness is the first step. I am praying that God takes this "selfishness" out of my life and I pray that He will heal me and help me to grow and learn to be a better teacher and pastor.

Romans 12:2 (NIV)
2Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.

what an amazing book...

2009-01-06T21:50:00.000-08:00

"I apologize."

I have not done a recent blog in over two weeks... please forgive me. Let me just share with you about a book that both Crystal and I have read... she read it first then like 6 months later I finally got around to reading it...

The book:

The Shack: Where Tragedy Confronts Eternity
by William P. Young

This book has got to be one of the best books that I have ever read... now it is true, I don't read a ton of books, but even if I did, I would still say that this is one of the best books out there today. There is a a reason that there is over 1 million copies sold!

Brief Review:

The book is a story of a man (a Christian) who loses one of his young daughters in a very tragic, horrible, evil situation. I won't give the specifics, but imagine the worst and you're there. He becomes a sad, angry man.
The story is the Trinity inviting him to a meeting at the place (The Shack) which is where the evil took place... I got through the first 5 chapters and that is where it gets intense and you won't want to put it down. Long story short this book is about the "relationship vs. religion" in a very real, and certainly could be true, story. It has so much imagery that really this book could and should be turned into a Hollywood movie. If done right it could save so many lives.

Well that is all I will say about it, you will HAVE to go get it and read it for yourself if you haven't already.

Love you all and hope you all are doing well.

-Tim

P.S. If you think about it, I could really use prayer right now for a number of things. You don't have to know exactly what about, God does... and that is all that matters. :)

Blizzard Like Conditions in Gresham

2008-12-20T16:01:00.001-08:00

Blizzard like conditions in Gresham from gresham campus on Vimeo.

The Rhinelander Restaurant

2008-12-13T20:24:00.000-08:00

Hello Everyone,

So Crystal and I wanted to do something fun all together as one big happy family. We wanted to go to The Rhinelander restaurant in Portland on the 29th of December (a Monday) for a fun filled big dinner party in one of the really cool themed rooms. This will take place of the Bible Study that we normally have on Mondays. We need to make the reservation for the dinner ASAP so we need to know who all is going by December 17th. Please let me know if you are coming and if you want to bring somebody else. It is “BYO”…. That means “Buy Your Own.” Dinners can range from $15-$40 per person. It is going to be a more formal dinner for fun so you’re going to want to make sure and dress accordingly. I don’t know what time it will be until the reservation is made but we will try to make it some where between 6-7:30pm. Let me know if you can make it as soon as possible.

Much love,

Tim Reed
Living Hope Church
503-329-5203

My Letter to the pastors and leaders of Living Hope.

2008-12-08T23:08:00.000-08:00

Here it the letter that I just recently sent to the pastors and leaders of Living Hope Church about "the upper room" Gresham Living Hope!

“the upper room”

Living Hope Church
- gresham -

Dear Pastors and Leaders

Here is a quick update so that you might keep us in your thoughts and prayers.

Our Gresham “house church” location has been meeting every Sunday at 7:00pm for nearly ten months now. We have been able to act as if a campus on most levels even though we almost always have less than 20 people attending on a regular basis. I still feel encouraged, excited and blessed to lead such an amazing and inspirational group of Christ followers.

This group of individuals is mostly in the college age and I believe is part of the next generation of new leaders... They are passionate for God and have an amazing love for this church that we call “Living Hope”.

From August 2007 to May 2008 I helped pastor and assist at Fishers Landing with Seth while his time there. He encouraged me to start a group in Gresham. That began “the upper room” starting on Easter, 2008. At that time my goal was for this “house church” would grow rapidly into a good sized “campus” by September of 2008. What I slowly found out was that it was not God’s plan now. As frustrated and annoyed as I was, I was humbled and brought to my knees. I prayed that God would give me clarity in every step of the way, whether those steps are “baby steps” or “great big leaps.”

God works in such mystery and majesty. I should never question what He has for this group OR for me. Just like in Jer. 29:11 - God’s plan is for HOPE and a Future…. I know that He has great things for all of us and I am giving my one life to lead and pastor the best that I know how for this group. I pray that God will continue His work in me and that I continue to grow in the leadership of this church and the community that it brings. As for now, we will continue steadfastly in prayer and supplication, and meeting at “the upper room” Sunday’s at 7:00. Thank you for risking and praying!

ONLY GOD.

Tim Reed
Living Hope Church
Gresham – Volunteer Pastor
503-329-5203

a date has been set!

2008-12-01T22:49:00.000-08:00

so put it on your calenders, december (monday) the 22nd. 7:00pm - this is the date and time of the "white elephant gift exchange." It's gunna be fun. and you better be there.

The rules: You can NOT spend more than $10. but the value must be truly more than a $1...

We are still deciding on a date and time for the movie night. I will keep you posted.

great things.

2008-11-30T22:40:00.000-08:00

So here it's come and here it's gone... thanksgiving was great this year. I hope all of my readers had a great one. Now we have Christmas just around the corner. In fact 25 days away. I am trying not to be overwhelmed with how soon this holiday is approaching. We are planning a few fun events here at "the upper room". I think we will have a "white elephant" gift exchange and a movie night pretty soon. Have you seen "the nativity story" movie that came out a few years ago? It a excellent portrayal of how I believe the birth story really happened. I think we will have that as our movie of choice. As soon as we have some dates set I will post it online. Until then have a great week.... listen to Christmas music, decorate the tree, drink your white peppermint mocha and have some fun! See ya later. Blessings.

-Tim

The Big Thanksgiving Bash... read below for more info

2008-11-19T23:56:00.000-08:00

The big "upper room" Thanksgiving Bash!!!

When: This Sunday at 6:00pm 11/23/08

Where: "the upper room"

So we are having our first ever Thanksgiving dinner bash this Sunday!!! We have several confirmed people coming and have signed up to bring something since it is potluck style. If you didn't get an email from me than call me and let me know what your bringing and how many guests so that we can plan accordingly. It is going to be awesome and I can't wait!

Love ya all and look forward to seeing you this Sunday at 6:00pm.

Oh yeah and after the meal we will have our normal service with the message and an acoustic worship set afterwards with Joe and the gang, aka "Dwell".

-Tim Reed

Living Hope Church - Gresham

503-329-5203 txt capable.

Oh one more thing.. Here is what has already been volunteered to be brought

Turkey
Mashed Taters
Stuffing
Cranberry Sauce
Yams
Biscuits
Apple and Egg Appetizers
Pecan and Pumpkin Pie
Sparkling Apple Cider

The Holiday Season is upon us...

2008-11-18T23:27:00.000-08:00

The holidays are so much fun.... this sunday we are having a thanksgiving potluck with "the upper room" goers. What a great way to kick off the holiday season. Though I must say it is sick that they have christmas stuff out the day before halloween but it kinda grows on you the first or second week of november. I am already listening to christmas music. Some of you might think that i am sick for that, well deal with it! LOL. *sings* "have a holly jolly christmas, in case you didn't hear, oh by golly have a holly jolly christmas this year!!!" ... Though Crys won't let me listen to christmas music until December 1st. So I listen to it when she isn't home or when I want to plug in the headphones, which by the way don't stay in my right ear... the little ear bud does not want to stick in it. Drives me crazy. sorry side note.

That said, I am about ready to go to bed. I just thought I'd share my excitment level with you!

(: Good night and have a great Wednesday!!! :)

The Gresham Times

2008-11-12T23:43:00.000-08:00

“the upper room”
living hope church gresham
11-12-08

HOPE: verb - to expect with confidence.

As we are go through this new series “hope” I can’t help but think about all the times in my life where the only thing I had to go on was Hope, Faith and Confidence in the Lord. He is always there; He has been there for me in times of trouble, times of excitement, times of discouragement and times of frustration.
Isn’t it true that we all go through times like that; where we aren’t sure what to do in times of uncertainty or discouragement? Maybe we’re not sure what God’s plan is. I have felt numerous times that I wasn’t sure what God is doing in certain situations. Though every time I come out of those times of struggle I can look back and can see where God was there beside me, and the times He carried me because I was too weak to even keep going.

I believe whole heartedly that this series was meant to happen right now. With the economic crisis and all the junk that we all seem to be in right now it can sometimes be hard to see where God is in it all, but trust in Him. We have got this far, He wouldn’t let us down. For He is never changing, “He is the same yesterday, today, and forever.” Hebrews 13:8. And not only does he not change; He also has a plan for our lives. Jeremiah 29:11 says so!

Take heart and don’t lose hope! Come be encouraged as we continue this amazing series this weekend. Don’t forget that we switched our time back to 7:00pm on Sundays. The people are warm, and the coffee is warmer. I hope you can make it this weekend.

ONLY GOD.

-Tim Reed
Living Hope Church
Gresham

Every married couple needs to see this! -Mars Hill - Mark Driscoll

2008-11-10T19:06:00.000-08:00

wow... not sure my kid would have blonde hair but whatev.

2008-11-09T00:47:00.000-08:00

Hope Series at LH

2008-11-02T13:36:00.000-08:00

So we are starting a new series at Living Hope... it's all about "hope" and strangely enough that is what my entire blog was about last week... It really is cool how God confirms what He is trying to show us time and time again. Though I must admit sometimes I'm an idiot and don't listen.... sometimes.... well maybe more often than sometimes but none the less I do still enjoy a little confirmation every once and a while.

I work in sales in a retail store (subaru to be exact), and believe me when I say I am feeling what the market is doing.. My pocket book feels it when the market is down... I have been selling cars for over 5 yrs now and I have been through more than a couple of down times, but none that have lasted as long as this. I can say that I HOPE and believe God will work through this for our benefit.

I am a firm believer in the fact that God tests us and tests our willingness to continue to serve Him even when times are crappy. It strengthens us. And we need strengthening. Americans in general have it easy when you compare us to the rest of the world. My prayer is that we won't be blind to the rest of the world while we are going through this down time in our country. No matter what happens I am reminded that God has a better eternal life for us soon and we can not get so caught up in this mess of things that we loose sight of the ultimate goal and that is growing close the One that made us and bringing lost people to Christ.

So that is my story today and I hope to see you tonight in the upper room- 7:00pm in case you forgot.

-Blessings-
Tim

Hope...

2008-10-26T21:08:00.000-07:00

So in this blog I wanted to find the most encouraging words/scriptures in the bible. I briefly talked to John Bishop last night and the one thing that stuck in my mind about our conversation was that he said "don't lose hope" ... So here is what I found in my library, the bible. - by the way there hundreds of amazing texts... i simply chose my favs.

Psalms 71:5 For You are my hope, O Lord GOD;You are my trust from my youth.

Psalms 71:14 But I will hope continually,And will praise You yet more and more.

Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.

Acts 2:26 Therefore my heart rejoiced, and my tongue was glad;Moreover my flesh also will rest in hope.

Acts 17:27 so that they should seek the Lord, in the hope that they might grope for Him and find Him, though He is not far from each one of us;

Romans 4:18 who, contrary to hope, in hope believed, so that he became the father of many nations, according to what was spoken, “So shall your descendants be.”

Romans 5:2 through whom also we have access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God.

Romans 5:5 Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us.

1 Corinthians 13:13 And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love.

2 Corinthians 3:12 Therefore, since we have such hope, we use great boldness of speech—

Lord God, give us hope, give us faith and let us love... Thank you for being such an amazing God. We love you and we praise You!

Vision

2008-10-23T23:42:00.001-07:00

Someone once said that "it would be easier to get to your destination if you knew the path in front of you" ... I think that is true when it comes to goals and vision. More importantly vision.

I would just like to share with you the vision that John Bishop shared on his blog and I would like to just pass it on to you - my readers.

VISION for Living Hope Church

A church that reaches lost people.

A church that gets and gives grace.

A church that is about the "pure and simple devotion to Jesus Christ" 2 Cor 11:3.

A church that releases the next generation to change the world. (Us)

A church that helps people connect with others.

A church that is SAFE for people to bring their friends to hear the most dangerous message of their life.

This is truly the description of Living Hope... I can safely say that I am glad to be part of this amazing thing that God is doing here in our church. Yeah God!

October Newsletter

2008-10-22T23:12:00.000-07:00

Hello Everyone-

I hope everyone is enjoying this awesome October that we have been having so far. Even as I sit here writing this newsletter I can’t help but think how amazing God is and how amazing His artwork is, the colors on the trees, the gorgeous sunset that I saw last night, the amazing creations that He has put in my life, my friends, my family, my church….

As we go into this time of the year where it seems like nothing is at a standstill, that everything is moving and everything seems like it is changing I can’t help but get excited to see what this new season brings for us. Let me share with you briefly what God is doing here.

I’ve recently been inspired by the early Acts church… a church that lives and breathes God’s word and His Simplicity. Let us be a house church, after all we meet in the upper room of my home. Just like in the book of Acts with 120 people and nothing in common but Jesus learning, worshiping and praising Him in “the upper room”… we want to be like that! Let us get back to the basics of what the church is all about; connection with Christ, simplicity, and authenticity in relationships. As a Christ follower I have 3 goals in mind… upward, inward, and outward. Love God with all your heart and mind. Let the spirit of God work through you. And Let the spirit of God use you to touch the world for the One that made you!

With that in mind, the best way that this house church will work is touching the most lives possible, and right now going back to a 7:00pm service – where more of our group can meet and grow together – is the best thing… so starting this weekend we will go back to our original 7:00pm service. I am excited to see where God is taking us, and I hope you are too!

-Tim 503.329.5203

things happening in the upper room!

2008-10-19T22:21:00.000-07:00

So tonight we had a potluck with "the upper room" goers. It was a blast to hang with friends of old, and new ones that I have only met a couple of times. God has really blessed me with the opportunity to lead this amazing group into a time of spiritual growth. We all want to grow together, and reach the community around us... with this common goal God will do great things through us for His Kingdom and His Glory alone! I am truly excited to see where God is taking us.

Last month we switched over from a sunday evening service to a sunday morning service... As it turns out I don't think that was the right time for this switch to happen. We have now decided to go back to meeting again in the evenings. This will allow a few people the chance to come back and be blessed. So I think next week we will be going to a 7:30pm service. It works well for our age group and you know, we like to light the candles and dim the lights down low. It's how we roll. Well thats all for tonight... I am sure I will update again soon.

-Me

The Great Adventure for The Great Pumpkin!

2008-10-14T20:40:00.000-07:00

The Search for the Great Pumpkin! from gresham campus on Vimeo.

"The Sloganizer"

2008-10-10T18:53:00.000-07:00

First off, Seth don't be mad... I had to take your idea just cuz it was awesome!

Now that that is off my chest I can go on with my blog. I entitled this blog "the sloganizer" because of my very good friend Seth, and his findings. He found this crazy website called "the sloganizer"... It is pretty self explanatory but what it does is you put in a word or someones name and it pops out slogans with it. Here is a few of my examples that you will probably laugh at... and if you don't well than get a sense of humor.

Got Tim Reed?
Sweet as the moment when the “Tim Reed” went POP.
Don’t get mad, get Tim Reed.
How Refreshing! How Tim Reed!

just a few of my favs. Thanks for sharing Seth!!!

"The Sloganizer"
http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi

now when you go there, come back and comment on some of the ones that you came up with.

fun fun fun.
-peace

following me on twitter!

2008-10-01T21:29:00.000-07:00

If you look over to the left of this specific blog you will notice that I have added my "twitter" widget. you should join twitter and start twittering. Everyones doing it therefore you should do it! LOL. I say that a lot I think?!

Anywho, let me know if you join up on twitter... ( http://www.twitter.com/ )

P.S. Things are going good. WE had a good bible study on monday. You should have been there if you weren't. My brother and his lovely wife headed last weeks up and did a great job. Next week joe is leading it. Should be a blast can't wait. Oh and this sunday is "worship sunday" so if you like to worship, this is your week to come hang out at our campus. Can't wait.

Love ya!Peace.

i dig it! Do you?

2008-09-30T11:43:00.001-07:00

The Upper Room - What you've been missing uncut and raw!

2008-09-23T10:04:00.000-07:00

Tim and a little petra in "the upper room"... raw and uncut. from gresham campus on Vimeo.

Comments on the below video.

2008-09-22T23:46:00.000-07:00

So the below video is a Gresham Campus exclusive. We have Joe, Aaron and Matt doing a little worship for us after the bible study. Joe wrote and composed this song call "my sunshine in the rain" and he performs it here with Aaron playin lead guitar and Matt doing his amazing talent of beat boxing... no other campus has that! Love it!

worship after the bible study... check it out!

2008-09-22T21:44:00.000-07:00

My Sunshine in the Rain from gresham campus on Vimeo.

Bible Study now every week!!!

2008-09-17T20:48:00.000-07:00

Hey all!

Just thought I'd inform you that we have finally decided on a day and time to make our weekly bible study. This is going to be a great opportunity to get into the word much more than just on the weekend. Not to mention the great fellowship that it brings too! It will be starting this monday 9/22 at 7:30pm sharp. The location will be at Aaron and Heathers place at 642 SE 208th Ave... right next to the campus location. If you need more information or would like directions to it please email me at greshamcampuslhc@gmail.com or call my cell # 503.329.5203. Thanks everyone. Oh and this is a RSVP type of event just b/c space is limited at the moment. Let me know if you can make it.

-Tim

fresh ink...

2008-09-13T00:33:00.000-07:00

I got a new tattoo... what you think? IT is Alpha and Omega.

-Tim

September Newsletter

2008-09-10T11:18:00.001-07:00

So we have a few important updates to talk about in this Newsletter. We have some cool new changes that are coming up for our campus. As we go into this new series at Living Hope called “Beyond Belief, what’s next?” I can’t help but ask “what’s next for our campus?”

One of the next major changes that our campus will go through is that we are changing our service time to 11am, Sunday mornings. This change will take place on September 21st, 2008. If you didn’t know already, we have been meeting Sunday Nights at 7pm. The biggest reason for this change is the fact that we are moving into a season where many are going back to school, or children are going back to school and we can understand why an evening service just doesn’t work well at the time. We will still be at our house in “the upper room” until we get a few more people to help out with areas of ministry. Which leads me to my next thing I would like to talk about…

We are having a meeting and time of fellowship this next week on Monday, September 15th at 7:00pm at our house. We would like you to come if you are interested in helping us start this campus or if you feel that God is leading you to the next step which is maybe volunteering time or resources to this campus. Please RSVP if you will be able to make it!

Blessings,

Tim Reed
Campus Pastor/Director
Living Hope Church
Gresham Campus
503-329-5203
644 SE 208th Ave.
Gresham, OR 97030

Pastor John's Blog Aug 31st.

2008-09-01T21:34:00.000-07:00

Quoted by Pastor John Bishop of Living Hope Church

"I am fully convinced that multi site is part of God's plan to build His Church in the 21st century.
I believe we can leverage the technology of our day to touch more lives than anytime in our history.
Living Hope started multi siting simply because we really ran out of room in seven weekend services. As a church of over 5000 people, we have an auditorium that seats only 500. Pretty small, but of course 4 years ago, we were only 400 people.

Because I think people are mostly cared for better in smaller environments, the campus idea is brilliant. We started on Easter 2006 with a series entitled "Unthinkable You" It was a movie theme and we launched 5 camuses in 5 movie theaters on Easter 2006. Since then we have moved out of all but one theater. They are good, but now we are pursuing permanent locations to better accomodate each church campus.

We now have over 15 locations (including campuses in New Zealand, India, Phillipines and Kona). We have started alot, closed some and are (as of this blog) reorganizing our approach to being a church in multiple locations. We have merged with a couple different churches (different blog), but I believe this will happen more and more as plataued churches or churches without leadership pursue merging.

I have a few thoughts and want to encourage pastors to risk and allow ONLY GOD to do through you what he alone can (and wants to) do.
Also, LH attenders and members. I can't stress enough that going to a campus, serving and being known is one of the ways your faith will grow the most. It isn't about the campus as much about you serving and being willing to "go"

Multi site campuses are very much part of the DNA of Living Hope Church. Have been and I can safely say, will be. Ask Brent in Kona, or Peter in New Zealand. For some reason beyond what we can "know" they simply work.

I want to share some random thoughts about multi-site here. Although this is mostly for church leaders and church planters, I hope it speaks to everyone.
These are a few thoughts of a sequence of posts on multi-siting. I hope to share as much as I can with church leaders. Be encouraged. Learn from our mistakes (there are plenty) and believe BIG for God.

In a multi-site environment.....
1. AUTONOMY MORE THAN AUTHORITY

I have learned the hard way (a statement you will hear from our teams alot). When a church begins, the denonminational tendency is to exericse inappropriate authority that simply isn't biblical. Multi-siting. One church in multiple locations. The campus has to have necessary authority to change what needs to be changed in order to change the world around its location. Often times, what I "think" works at our main campus doesn't work in a rural area, or worse, what I think will work for a campus doesn't at all. It has been a learning process as we have tried to be discerning, to listen to God, to give our best, we have in effect taken autonomy away from our campuses by trying to hyper "organize" them to smell like us. Very bad. The church is organic. It is a living, breathing organism, not a planned out organization. Being organized matters and helps, but it doesn't make the church the church. There are plenty of churches who look the right way that are closing their doors every day. One example still comes to my mind. One of our campuses wanted to do a pajama party for women to reach out. I thought it would never work and by the way we don't do pajama parties so I said no. Bottom line. I should have allowed them to risk and in risking to fail. Probably, it would have been awesome. We won't know.

Also, what works in the PNW may not work in Georgia? What a thought. Churches have to be led by leaders and driven by vision. If I copy another churches "programs" that is saying to God that all churches should be the same. Heck no.

We are not Northpoint. Duh. We don't have millions of dollars to reach a city. We are who God has made us to be. We are in the area God has allowed us to be and we have what God has allowed us to have. I have to learn to work within what is there to reach who isn't there.
Autonomy is about independence and the church is about dependence. A campus ought to be independently dependent. They have to have vision and the freedom to reach people in the communities they are in. I really think more churches ought to start campuses.
Side note: If you are not growing, campuses are the worst form of church growth imaginable. Fix what is wrong, fill the space you are in and do it for the right reason. It isn't a fad or a church growth model. The pastors I know and the churches that have multiple campuses that I follow are doing stuff right to have to think muli site to start with. Go back to what is right, what is wrong and change how you approach ministry. If what you are doing isn't filling building, more buildings won't grow a church.
More on that in a later post.

The next thing dove-tails from the first thing.
2. DNA more than DEVELOPMENT

To see Living Hope grow from a few hundred to thousands in a few years was something I didn't think about (to be real) when we went down the multi site road. I wanted to expand and reach more people. I think that is a good and God honoring goal. The problem was.... I underestimated the value of DNA in our church.
I faulted on trying to develop pastors, making sure they fit biblical requirements, we focused on space and geographical issues. We bought plastic bins and filled them up. We spent countless hours trying to develop stuff and erred on the side of development, to the expense of DNA transfer.

Churches that grow are growing for a reason. You can say it is buildings and locations, but I would argue that point. There are churches closing inspite of buildings all around America.
IF a church is growing, the Senior leadership team has an obligation to move beyond organizational and developmental issues to DNA transference. Seriously.
For us. I didn't do this as well as I should or could have.
DNA is both caught and taught. I thought it would be caught and life would be good. Not so much.

You have to be intentional here. DNA is critical. DNA amounts to things like reaching people who are lost (more than programming services). It is about helping the next gen leaders understand why you do what you do. Again, if you aren't growing, bail on the multi site idea and fix the problems.

DNA transference for us was about involving the Next Generation. Meaningfully. Not stacking chairs all the time, but really involving them. I could have (and now am) doing better at unpacking what is at the core of our DNA and how can I communicate it in a way that doesn't box a leader in, but takes the lid off and allows him or her to be free to serve and risk and love the people entrusted to their campus.

In fact most of our pastors have been part of LH's culture, so the DNA for them is caught. I am learning the value of DNA being taught as well.
IF DNA is transfered, development will happen better.
Churches will either be natural or super-natural.
These two things are a few random thoughts that I was having after hearing about and praying about so many churches that are beginning to go down the muli-site road.
Exciting times we are finding ourselves in.
Hope this helps?

It is time to radically turn our cities upside down for the cause of Christ.
“...Paul and Silas have caused trouble all over the world,” they shouted, “and now they are here disturbing our city, too. Acts 17:6

Churches ought to be making more waves, waves to reach our cities, waves to love our cities, waves that result in putting a towel around our arms and serving our cities. Let's be the generation known for this. The generation that makes Jesus famous. The generation where churches are unified, where God's voice is loud and people are loved.
The question that makes me think is "IF WE CEASED TO EXIST, WOULD ANYONE NOTICE?"

OK, no more preaching.
JOHN"

I thought that his blog was right on. Here is my response to him;

You're right on John! I know you were talking to all of our pastors and leaders through this blog, but in a way I felt you were speaking directly to me and our campus here in Gresham. I can "riskingly" say that our campus is very different but also very similar to the rest. Isn't that what makes the body of Christ so amazing??? We are reaching an area and group of individuals that otherwise may not have been reached without this church and it's people risking it all. Isn't that the true definition of the Rhino?! ONLY GOD could take this church and transform the hearts and minds of it's body and do what has been done so far. And we won't stop until that glorious day comes when see Jesus face to face.

Thoughts on the Gathering...

2008-08-24T22:45:00.000-07:00

We've had a great service! After the service about 7 of us circled up and prayed for some time for our church as a whole, and our campus. It really is awesome to see God working in such a personal way in all of our lives. We had a special guest at our campus, Art McIntosh! It was awesome to have him come and be a part of our group tonight. That really is one of the key things our campus is missing, the "elders." We don't have one that comes on a regular basis and it would be great to get a couple that does. Keep that in prayer.

In recent times, the enemy has been discouraging me because of my young age and inexperience... but b/c of the power of prayer God has also been reminding me of 1 Timothy 4:12-16. Taking Heed to the Ministry that God has given me... and not being despised for my youth. Also not neglecting the gift that God has given me. What an awesome passage! I have been so encouraged by all of the people, pastors and leaders that have supported and prayed for me, my group and our campus as a whole. Thank you!

We all can't wait til we make this campus an official one... But we know that it is all in God's timing and direction.

ONLY GOD.
Tim Reed
Living Hope Church

Margaret Feinberg our Guest Speaker this weekend...

2008-08-20T21:32:00.000-07:00

Sunday the 10th

2008-08-09T21:45:00.000-07:00

This Sunday at our campus we (after the service) are going to pray. We will pray for our campus specifically... for growth and maturity... we will be praying for our pastoral and leadership team both here at our campus and at our other campus' as well. We will also be praying for this community that we are directly impacting and the rest of this beautiful city we call home. I invite you to come and hang out with us. I know it can be kinda weird going into someones home for church, but I can promise you that it is a normal Living Hope Church service, just without a separate building, and hopefully soon God will have us change that aspect too.

God has shown us a possible way to go, a way to keep moving and growing which includes a new building... I can't wait to share with the whole blogging world what it is, some know some don't. I will reveal the details as soon as we know for sure on what is going to happen. I hope to see you here tomorrow night at 7pm for service and prayer.

-Tim

Sorry for the delay...

2008-08-08T23:30:00.000-07:00

So sorry about the long absence in blog world. It has been a combination of vacationing and pure laziness... there, I said it.
The vacation was good. We went to the coast, Lincoln City... It was great fun, I wish the weather would have been not so foggy but all in all it was amazing. It was a good time just to get away and relax. It was much needed. So here are just a few pics.

point of difference...

2008-07-29T21:27:00.000-07:00

First off let me extend thanks to my pastor and my friends and to all who have shared with me encouragement and prayer in regards to my recent blog. It is interesting sometimes when I read my previous blogs and I look back at the very moment at which I decided to write them... and then I remember what I was going through in life at the time I wrote them, and remember the exact moment where God showed up and helped me out maturing, growing and drawing close to Him. He is so faithful all the time... even in the times of pain, and brokenness.

Let me share my prayer with you since so many of you have shared much with me...

"Father, I thank you so much for this day in which I can live for you. Thank you for being a God who is big enough to create a universe but small enough to know me better than anyone. Thank you for always being there when I needed you. Thank you for catching me if I fall. I pray that you will help me grow closer to You. I pray for my church... Heal those who need healing, comfort those who need comforting... Help us to come together as a church, and as a body just as You have designed it. I pray specifically for everyone that would call our campus there home, I pray that you would bless them and encourage them. I pray that you would bless anyone who walks through these doors. Help this Gresham campus to grow as a family and help us to impact our community the way You impacted us. I pray that you would bless the leadership team of this church and pray that you would help me grow as one of the leaders. I pray that you would give me patience, clarity and understanding as I take on this call that you have given me to be a pastor. I pray protection over my family, and pray that you would encourage and bless my wife. Thank You for everything You are, and everything You do. We love You and we Praise You.
In Your name we pray, Amen."

For those of you struggling with hurt and pain... Hold on, and keep praying for in His name alone will you find healing and comfort.

Blessings,

-Tim

frustration...

2008-07-21T23:23:00.000-07:00

So I have recently been frustrated at God, just a little, and the reason being is that I feel at times like my campus here in Gresham is going nowhere. Which is really totally not right because we really have gone far. We are in a place of growing individually... when we grow individually than God will grow us in numbers. I have to keep my mind focused in the goal at hand but I can't get so caught up in the #'s that I lose sight of the people that we do have. Even if I only get a half dozen people one weekend, I want to make sure that they are the most blessed, most prayed for, most cared for half dozen people at living hope church. I need to get over the fact that it isn't all about #'s... it is about my influence in there lives and my impact that I can make to help them grow in spirit...

Please be prayin, as I am still having these struggles now and again.

-Tim

Our Perspective...

2008-07-10T22:32:00.000-07:00

(click on picture to enlarge)

Isn't that a great poem... it really brings in to perspective what our lives really look like, and how we can sometimes feel like we are completly alone... but instead of saying "where are you God when I need???" change your perspective, "how can I draw my self near to You Father in these times of need?" All it is is perspective.... change your perspective, change your life.

Another Thoughtful Moment with Tim part II

2008-07-07T22:52:00.000-07:00

So last night I had this dream... It was me viewing a bible story as if Hollywood got it's hands on it. Think of the movie Troy, or Kingdom of Heaven, or 300. Imagine David and Goliath, and think of it instead like the felt board sunday school story, or God forbid David and the Giant Pickle (veggietales), think of it as it really was... blood, guts, "war". Cuz that is the way that it really happend, not like the watered down stuff that we learn when we are younger. Which don't get me wrong, is more kid appropriate, but wrong... What if we read the bible in the way that is was intended, would you be more interested in it?

I have been talking to a friend recently who has a friend that isn't interested in God because they think the bible is boring, therefore God is boring... All they remember is the stuff they learned in sunday school. Do you think if someone down there life had told them how it really was, and what really happend, do you think that that person would believe differently. I DO! This week read your favorite story from the bible, maybe it is David and Goliath... maybe it is the story of Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego, Daniel and the Lions Den. Read it differently and see what a difference it makes in the story.

Spending quality time...

2008-07-03T23:15:00.000-07:00

So the last two weeks at Living Hope we have been talking about friendship and community and all of the above. I wanted to just share with you a fun moment we had on monday with NEW friends and building on old friendships.

What is it that is in the picture? IT is a architectural masterpiece. sorta. It was intended to be a fort, than it turned into an alter, than it was just a bunch of sticks that me and my friends stuck in the ground! And that was that.

It wasn't about what we built but it was the time spent building it. Let me know what you think...

another thoughtful moment with Tim Reed part I

2008-06-29T22:37:00.000-07:00

So as we are going through the series "R we frendz?" at church I can't help but remember back in high school... remember the people that you hung out with??? The "click" that you belonged to.... Isn't it interesting that church can sometimes be the same way? These are thoughts that have been on my mind recently. What if at school or church we broke down the "click" walls and barriers and started acting authentic and in unity?! What a difference it would make in our lives. We could get to know one another and not worry about popularity, or all the other junk that goes along with it.
What if someone that you have never met before sat down next to you, they dress wierd maybe they aren't the prettiest person in the world, maybe they just have bad B.O., would you still talk to them? While talking to them would you segway the conversation from the ordinary small talk and push it into a spiritual conversation? Isn't that what we were told and designed to do? What kind of difference would that make in your life, instead of having your 3 friends that are your BFF's (best friends forever) with and what if you had hundreds, or thousands? It would be a family of God!~ Can you imagine how that would change our church, our cities, our country and even our world. Not only would it improve our physical lives, but also our spiritual ones. It would be amazing. Lonliness would be a thing of the past, support and comfort would be a thing of the future!

This week I want you to talk to someone you have never talked to before, it could be someone at work, someone at school, or maybe that homeless dude that walks by your store everyday. Find out who they are, where they come from, and segway the conversation. For most of you it will take you out your comfort zone, but isn't that when we grow, and change??? This is how we were designed. We were designed to be a body of Christ and a family...

Make a new friend, and see that it will change your life!

"Another Thoughtful Moment with Tim Reed"

2008-06-27T23:30:00.000-07:00

So I had a video on here that was a mini commercial you might call it, for a new mini-series called "Another Thoughtful Moment with Tim Reed". I took off the video because of some sound issues... anywho, I am thinking that I will do short little thoughts of the day (or week in my case), something that you and I can meditate on during the week. Life changing moments, and thoughts.

Let me know what you think. They will start this week probably either Sunday or Monday will be the first one in the series... I am not sure how long it will last, as long as I want I suppose. In anycase, it should be fun... after I post the "thought of the week" at some point during the week I will update you on how things are going. I hope you will do the same through your comments. Peace.

-Tim

Pics from the BBQ

2008-06-22T21:44:00.000-07:00

So we have started this new series called "r we frendz?" It has kicked off in the best way that I know how... a BBQ. Here are some pics of the historic event. This BBQ was not just about food, but it goes so much more deeper. It is about relationship, it is about building on current relationships, and making new ones. It is about driving the conversation deeper, segwaying from normal every day talk and pushing the conversation to a spiritual one. It is about a real genuine interest in people. It isn't always easy and for some who don't have that type of personality, it can take days, months and or even years to get comfortable enough to do that. But it is what we are meant to do. Being a follower of Jesus doesn't just mean "Jesus and I" is also about "Jesus and us" as a family. For that is what we are - a family in Christ.

Big BBQ

2008-06-16T21:37:00.000-07:00

Next week we are having a big BBQ. It will be at 6:30-7:30ish. Should be a lot of fun. I think it will be a good way to get in touch with the community. Can't wait!!! If you want to come it would be cool if you could let me know that way we know about how much food to get. Hope to see you there. June 22nd 6:30pm--- oh and bring a chair if you plan on sitting.

-Tim

Video Blog for the Upper Room

2008-06-11T20:37:00.000-07:00

the upper room from Fishers Tech Guy on Vimeo

the upper room newsletter

2008-06-07T22:45:00.000-07:00

So if you haven’t had a chance to swing by the new “upper room” Gresham Campus location, you should! It is still small enough that if your goal is to connect in a real way to a very real church like Living Hope, now is a great time. We have a video venue and live worship. I really hope that you make some time to come out. It is Sunday at 7:00pm. Directions are easy… go to Stark St. and head south on 208th. It is a blue house on the left and there will be a small white sign out front. Parking isn’t super hard… mostly street parking, but it’ll be worth it!

Just come on in, the place is casual and the people are warm and the coffee is starbucks quality… Can’t wait to see you!

Tim Reed
Living Hope Church
Gresham Campus
503-329-5203 cell

updating you all

2008-06-05T08:37:00.001-07:00

Hello, I have a great update for you. Thank you for those who did some recent donations, you know who you are, we have now raised enough money to get a projector. It has been purchased and is now on its way.... All the way from Maryland. Pray that it gets here safely. It is in the capable hands of UPS. It's ETA is the 10th of this month which means next week it should be up and running. This is a huge blessing.

If you still want to donate, you are still welcome to. We have a list of things that we still need like sound equipment and signage.

Thank you Jesus, for putting it in your people's hearts to help and to give.

We love you all and thank you so much for obeying what God has placed on your heart. May you be blessed.

Hebrews 13: 20-21

20May the God of peace, who through the blood of the eternal covenant brought back from the dead our Lord Jesus, that great Shepherd of the sheep, 21equip you with everything good for doing his will, and may he work in us what is pleasing to him, through Jesus Christ, to whom be glory for ever and ever. Amen.

First Night...

2008-06-01T22:40:00.000-07:00

So tonight was the first night in "The Upper Room"... It was great. I am sure that if you asked anyone who was there they would say the same. Though one thing is very clear at the moment. We NEED a projector. We are about $200 away from the right amount of money. We are close. If you are interested in donating let me know either by phone at 503-329-5203 or email at greshamcampuslhc@gmail.com . I hope all my readers can make it next week... believe me, not only will you have a great time but you will also be blessed by the message. Come hang out we would love to meet and see you.

We also have great coffee, but that is not a bribe. ; )

-Tim

Pics

2008-05-29T23:51:00.000-07:00

pictures of The Upper Room now that it is all done.

The Upper Room.

2008-05-29T21:28:00.000-07:00

Well it is mostly finished, and what a master piece it is. God is great, and faithful. I really felt led to get the majority of the room finished before this weekend, and with the help of my wife, and the best two neighbors a guy could ask for, Aaron and Heather, we finished painting and making it look amazing. From now until we get a permanent building this is where we will meet. We are still wanting to get a projector... we have started a fund for that and so far we are still about $300 away from getting it. If you are interested in donating towards this fund email me and let me know. Thank you all who have donated thus far. This will be a great ministry. I will post pics as soon as I have them ready to put up... keep an eye on the blog for that.

Bless you, and thank you all for your prayers and words of encouragement. I feel strengthened!

-Tim

In time...

2008-05-25T21:39:00.000-07:00

So tonight at church as I gave the first sermon of my adulthood, I found out two things about the way I speak... one, I talk to fast, and two, I have this knack for skipping over parts. I am not sure if it was nervousness, or just lack of practice, but I figure that I will get better at this over time. The teaching was on Temptation... not a real easy subject, but I managed to get some key points together rather quick. Maybe too quick. Not sure. In anycase, I got some great advice from my friends, family and most importantly my wife, as she knows she can be brutally honest with me... which I am grateful for. With her advice and pointers will help me to be more successful next go-around. I am meant to be a pastor, but I know I lack experience. Hence the reason this didn't turn out as well as I had hoped.

On the other side, I believe that what I did say touched some of the people that were there tonight...

God has much teaching to do in my life before I am ready to take on another sermon.

Pray for me. Recently I have been kinda uptight and stressed.... I am still not slowing down. WHY??? Am I taking on too much stuff at once?

"Blessed is the man who endures..."

Still enduring,
-Tim

Now is that time...

2008-05-22T10:57:00.000-07:00

There comes a time when you can no longer base your beliefs on hope, Love must be the thing that guides us into eternity. Love of a God who brings us in, not Hope in a savior who could have been. Love of a savior who was, is and will be

Today you should write that down, and remember this, as it WILL change the way you think and live.

ONLY GOD.

The Busy of It All...

2008-05-17T22:38:00.001-07:00

Tomorrow will be an interesting and yet exciting day. I have my grandma's memorial service, and memorial flight, and then church here at the house right after. I will be busy but in the middle of it all, I can not forget to just pause and spend time with God in all the hussle and bussle.

Thank you for all your prayers, I have not only felt comfort, and confidence, but God has also given me an amazing vision for some things to come for our campus. Can't wait to share, but right now isn't the time.

May God bless you this weekend and I hope to see you here at 7pm tomorrow. call me if you need directions. You are all welcome.

Night,

Tim - 503-329-5203

my first sermon...

2008-05-14T22:14:00.000-07:00

So I am working on my first sermon, not sure when I will give it, but running a campus, you should always have a back up plan just in case you get technical problems.

It is about the church, and what it consists of, the meat and potatoes if you will, or if you are Vegan, nuts and spinach or whatever. It will be intersting to see how long it will take me to get it all together. Luckily I have great friends and mentors like Seth, and John, and John Mark to help me out.

Thats all the insight you get at the moment.

Last weekend.

2008-05-13T22:29:00.000-07:00

So last week was amazing. It was awesome to be able to bless the mothers of the church with an incredible message.

Things are going really swell with Gresham LHC. I am thinking about a building in the near future. I have got my eye on one that is in construction on the corner of 181st and Halsey. I don't know how much it will cost but I love the location. If you live in the area and get a chance to drive by it is in the east side of 181st.

Pray for knowing the next step... I feel unsure on what to do next. Please pray that God gives me clarity and confidence.

If you are already praying, I thank you... I do feel stronger, and my energy level is staying high! That is half the battle right there.

ONLY GOD.

- Tim

Gresham Campus LHC news...

2008-05-07T00:06:00.000-07:00

Great News!

Starting May 11th 2008 you can stop asking yourself, “…is Gresham Life Group this week, or next???”

God has put on my heart to start doing Life Group every Sunday at 7:00pm… and actually it isn’t a “Life Group” anymore. This is Gresham Campus Living Hope Church. God is going to move in great way, in our community, and in our hearts. This wouldn’t have been possible unless we had the help of all my friends, family and most importantly our Leadership Team. Thank you for listening to the heart of God and Obeying His word- with people like yourself we will start this campus and we’ll all be part of this ONLY GOD MOVEMENT here in Gresham! We can’t wait to see you all this weekend at 7:00pm.

Tim and Crystal Reed
503-329-5203

lyrics...

2008-05-05T21:54:00.000-07:00

Sometimes for me I listen to a song, and what they say is EXACTLY what is on my heart. This song is called In Your Presence by Jeremy Camp. Read the lyrics and be blessed!

As I stand here in Your presence,

Of Your beauty I will always stand in awe,

I reach my hands out to the heavens,

And I lift my voice to You alone, To You alone,

As I bow my head before You,

I lay my burdens down at Your nail pierced feet,

Every ounce of You radiates your glory,

With You I know that I’m complete

And I sing Hallelujah, You are my God, Maker of the heavens,

Hallelujah, You are my LORD, I bow before Your presence,

As I stand here in Your presence, Of Your beauty I will always stand in awe,

I reach my hands out to the heavens.

And I lift my voice to You alone,

And I sing Hallelujah, You are my God, Maker of the heavens,

Hallelujah, You the LORD of all, Maker of all the heavens,

I can only kneel before Your presence, All the nations praise Your Holy Name,

You are the great I Am, More than I can reason, I realize more that I am needing You,

You are worthy, You are worthy LORD!

Words from Pastor Seth

2008-04-30T22:44:00.000-07:00

Here are some word of encouragement from my very dear friend and mentor Pastor Seth.

"I love hanging out with people who aren't afraid to step out and take a risk! People who choose to quit making excuses in life, and decide...why not us, why not now! To me it's that kind of rhino, crash through walls type of spirit that encapsulates campus ministry. And that's what really stood out to me as I hung out with this young group of dreamers, and pioneers in Gresham last Sunday Night. I sat there, coffee in hand just watching this rogue group laugh, fellowship, and dream together. A group that's making it happen with little to no resourcing, but a group with an abundance of heart and vision. And so sipping on some joe, there was that moment of realization that you know what...this crazy venture in Gresham might just work. And it'll work not because they have it all together, but simply because they are together. Together in the messyness of a tech issue, parking constraints, schedule conflicts, loud neighbors, and might I add...loving every minute of it. See often times the only thing separating us from a life of regret and living the dream is a wall of excuses, fears, and somedays! It's a wall that you can't go around or over, but a wall that has to be crashed through. Thanks again to Tim, Crystal, Aaron, Heather & the whole Gresham team for making me feel so welcome. "

Seth, I am glad you felt welcome in our group. We want everyone who comes not only to feel welcome but to feel blessed and refreshed to spread the good news of Christ and to take on this crazy world... Thanks for helping me in this battle for souls in Gresham!

God in the Ordinary

2008-04-29T21:37:00.000-07:00

It’s interesting that my last blog started by me saying that I was too busy and that I needed to slow down. Well this weekend at Living Hope the service was much about slowing down and seeing God in the small things and the big things. Here is the link to our website where you can navigate to the weekend video. http://livinghopechurch.com/ .

I think we need to slow down so that we can see and hear what God would speak to us. It could be about things that God wants to help fix in your life, it could be words of encouragement, it could also be to realize a small thing that God has done in your life and you need to give Him the glory for it. Take a moment and slow down enough to see God in the ordinary… for instance, this morning it was just pouring cats and dogs… then it started to hail then sun than whatever else came. I was just thinking, how cool is it that we can have such an awesome diversity in the weather here in the northwest. We just kinda take advantage of it because we live here. God makes Himself known everyday with the ordinary that we just kinda overlook. This week let’s take a moment and see God in our everyday occurrences.

Generic versus Specific

2008-04-24T11:40:00.001-07:00

Sorry, I meant to write a couple days ago, I have just been busy. --- I think I need to slow down sometimes and just chillout and take in what God is trying to show me.

So I have entitled this blog "Generic versus Specific" .... why??? what a great question.

In my previous blog I said I was called to a Pastoral role. So that is the Generic part. The specific part is the "what does that look like?" part. Where? When? What Type? What Congregation?

For you, you may not have these answers. Don't get discouraged, it will all come to you from God in due time. I don't think that there are any true "5 steps to the specific" like I did for the generic. The one thing I can suggest is just keep prayin!

For me personally, I still don't know the answer to all of the above. So for I believe that God has called me to minister in Gresham... my own community... I also believe that I have been called to Living Hope Church. But what about the other churches??? What about the struggling churches??? What about the other churches I go to and call my home?

You got to start somewhere, for me I have opened up my home until we get a building for our Living Hope Church Gresham Campus. I feel that this is where God wants us for the time being. If you are reading this and have a call for our community here in Gresham OR we would love to have you take part in what I would call an "ONLY GOD movement. "

Have a great weekend. Oh by the way Gresham Campus Life Group will be meeting at my house again this Sunday (4/27/08) at 7:00pm. We would love to see you there. Let me know if you can make it!

We are off of Stark and 208th in Gresham!

-Tim Reed
503-329-5203